That I am a talentless hack!

Sure, I can draw, but it's nothing special. I don't push myself. I don't go outside my comfort zones and I certaintly don't try things that I think are so complicated or hard. Like speed figure painting or drawing.

I refuse to draw on paper, as I dislike graphite all over my hands. I'm too cheap to buy paints and canvas... since Ian usually saps whatever spare cash I have from my bank account. Even when we're not dating. =-=;;

I work in free media online only. I barely use that piece of crap tablet sitting on my desk beside this old computer. I would rather look up poses to reference, than create them from scratch myself half of the time. I hide things in drawings that I find hard to draw or that I just don't feel like doing. LOL... and i'd rather do crap chibis than try to push myself to do something semi realistic.

That all being said. I LOVE THE PICTURE I DID OF CYBIL!! It turned out lovely.

But even so... I went pretty basic on the dithering. I could have and likely should have pushed myself to work on that further, but I got lazy. Though I did work pretty hard on making this piece turn out well for ~AnkokuNoTsuki and she's happy with it. So am I for the most part.

I do enjoy drawing, I find it to be a pleasnat hobby. I've always thought of going into college to study art and maybe getting into a field with design. But then i'm lazy and I don't follow through with it. I'm a born procrastinator.

I am 26 years old and i've got no college. I've had 8 yearsof slacking. I could have had a medical degree by now dammit!! And i'm facing unemployment very soon. I highly doubt I passed the advancement test for the Navy, seeing as I didn't study even one little bit, so I am going to be out of a job. Hopefully they give me my seperation pay though. I also need to take care of a legal issue, but i'm so lazy and keep putting it off. Same thing with my cars. Both of them need repairs. And I just sit here not taking care of it. Bleh... oh well.

I'm done ranting.

Ever ~ Natoshia